Hospital Thoughts

 Hello all

I'm in the hospital again. My PICC line got infected and started to come out. 

I'm currently fine. Waiting for whatever course of action they want (aside from a catheter.. Big Hell No)

11 and hungry. Not sure about ordering something since I doubt I'd get it. I don't have my chair to go to Tim's. So I guess I wait.

I've been having issues with anxiety where I am in the hospital. I don't understand why.

I may know some factors.. I'm in a bed not rated for my weight. I'm over the limit for the bed. Nobody seems to care. It's tough for me to get out of this bed and I hear the hydraulics struggle.. 

The torture chair has returned. Back in 2021 I was in with my septic shock etc.. There was a chair for larger people they put me in. Well before I was ready to be put in it. I couldn't sit up. They left me in the chair for an hour. 

Once I got the pressure ulcer on my rear end it made sitting in that chair worse. It actively pressed against the wound. 

The other thing is: one antibiotic I'm on reacts with my antidepressants so I haven't had them. 

So I don't know.